ok I am not really sure what a blog is..I know what kind of world do I live on, right? From what I have heard it is just like an online diary??? If its not then someone please tell me. Anyway, I love this website because for me its a way to hear new music or just listen to my old favorites. Music has and still is getting me through some really tough times. As of right now, I am really sad and alone feeling. I have my children, my husband, my mom and my brothers, but I am missing a big part of my heart right now. Especially at this time of night, I would call my Grandma and just bullshit or talk about the stuff thats been goin on. My Grandma passed away in May this year of a heart attack at the age of 62. Man, I didnt know that it would be so hard to get through life when you lose a great person in my life. I think the only way I have survived it so far is my music and the hectic life I have with my children and my job. I dont care if anyone is reading this, but I think that I have found another way to let out my feelings. I am glad because alot of the times my feelings are pretty hurt and mad. Maybe I have bipolar...nah dont wanna jump on that train like other people do...Its just sometimes its hard to let my tears pass my eyelids cuz I dont wanna be considered weak or living in the past. But sometimes those little fuckers do sneak past without my knowledge and it gives me a total breakdown....I think right now is one of those times.................
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ok I am not really sure what a blog is..I know what kind of world do I live on, right? From what I have heard it is just like an online diary??? If its not then someone please tell me. Anyway, I love this website because for me its a way to hear new music or just listen to my old favorites. Music has and still is getting me through some really tough times. As of right now, I am really sad and alone feeling. I have my children, my husband, my mom and my brothers, but I am missing a big part of my heart right now. Especially at this time of night, I would call my Grandma and just bullshit or talk about the stuff thats been goin on. My Grandma passed away in May this year of a heart attack at the age of 62. Man, I didnt know that it would be so hard to get through life when you lose a great person in my life. I think the only way I have survived it so far is my music and the hectic life I have with my children and my job. I dont care if anyone is reading this, but I think that I have found another way to let out my feelings. I am glad because alot of the times my feelings are pretty hurt and mad. Maybe I have bipolar...nah dont wanna jump on that train like other people do...Its just sometimes its hard to let my tears pass my eyelids cuz I dont wanna be considered weak or living in the past. But sometimes those little fuckers do sneak past without my knowledge and it gives me a total breakdown....I think right now is one of those times.................
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